shingz

managed to do 2 of my hobbies at the same time - laugh and cry.

i'm quite sure i've gotten abit crazy... not even sure why i'm crying when i was kinda amused :/

needs to learn to apologise.

sorry really is the hardest word. i feel bad but i just cannot get myself to say sorry :/

feels kinda unlucky.

interviews clashed. now, stars is joining in the party too.

:/

with 2 cores... it still feels scary.

imagine 4-day week with 2-hour days when you don't stay in hall. it's quite wtf *inserts angry emoticon* you'll feel like i must as well not go to school - it's 2 freakin' hours.

:/

will probably know 311 grades soon. i know my ethics essay chuied. did it in a primary school style while everyone was quoting ccg, kantian (or whatever) theories, and other cheemology stuff. shingz la. simple-minded people just can't fight with the world. i think i'd feel awful if 311 proved dilutive as well.

:/

feels like my risk appetite is quite high - not actively studying for risk at all.

doesn't even know where to start or how, for that matter.

it's like 301, gv... it's quite clear what to do but risk... somehow i guess i've lost the momentum. loser. :/

what i do know is it's a waste of time to bother about uninteresting people. especially when they have nothing to offer you.

if say, it's a networking session and the conversation is awful but you need it, you'll try harder right? sorry for being so pragmatic (is that the correct word to use here?) but everyone's like that.

if conversation = a struggle to find common ground and coming up with naught, then why the hell must we even try? such a pain, not to mention how clear it is that we both could be doing more important things i.e. more engaging conversations, with other people.

sometimes it's interesting to overstep boundaries a little just to see what makes people tick. i like "interviewing" people i don't really know just to find out more about them. obviously not everyone *like duh* i must at least feel curious about you otherwise why bother?

please stop wondering how much is your residual value.

seriously.

and please please don't think of me as a pragmatic bitch. i know i am but you are not allowed to judge.

peace.