feels like insomnia

2 couples with the same names. 

are they meant to go together? i must be careful not to name my son/daughter (if applicable) either of those names.

remember SKII and his girlfriend? 

when i was first told his girlfriend's name, i was like o_O *agog* is it really HER? 

it wasn't. 

then i checked out HER blog and again, it's confirmed that it's some guy with SKII's name. 

talk about coincidence. 

ta*

oh not quite.

some contributing factors to my insomnia:

1) coffee binges

2) inspiration #1: what to do to my room after i graduate. 

the writing table is gonna go.

so are the shelves. 

i'm thinking a full length mirror, wall decals and random stuff. 

a small round table with 2 chairs for work purposes. the bigass imac could probably go to my brother. see, how kind!

3) inspiration #2: new ways to wear my old clothes. they're not ancient old but more of i outgrew them or never found the courage to wear out... 

although i'm usually dressed pretty safe (but i TRY to focus more on class rather than the boring ensemble of tee/tanktop/halter/thelike with shorts/jeans) but i quite like the idea of being more eclectic in my choice of clothes. though, my personal choices have never made it past the doorway thanks to .. mum. 

4) inspiration #3: experimenting with my hair/makeup. i don't know these things hence it should be fun to play around abit with what i have.

5) post exam plans. 

i'd like to pick up: guitar, dressmaking, cooking.

although i feel proud to be from mep, it has robbed me of like, 1 or 2 years of home econs goodness. and while others have been forced or voluntarily picked up essential skills, i have NONE. ZILCH. 

hence, i cannot cook AT ALL. no, not even instant noodles or an egg. i can butter a bread though and make coffee... cup noodles... *sheepish* 

seeing as how things are, i might not be able to survive next time? 

i used to fear lighting bunsen burners because i thought they would explode. 

stoves are scarily similar. 

and i am squeamish; i don't like dead stuff generally. i don't like dead stuff staring at me accusingly HENCE i request for fish heads to be turned the other way so they are not looking at me. i don't eat ikan bilis which still have heads on them because HEADS = EYEBALLS. which i do not like, NO NO. i don't really like to touch prawns with heads on them - excuse for someone to deshell them for me. ((: that's to prove you love me whattttt! 

and the other 2... well, i can cross-stitch...

and the guitar, i have it. and so...