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22 April, 2010

NOTHING EVER TURNS OUT RIGHT

It's so annoying! I just knew it was too good to be true.
I know it's blasphemy to curse but fu all the same!

1st paper tomorrow. 40% but my other 60% is doubtful HENCE pressure is unbelievably great. Believably great.
I predict that after the "you may leave the exam hall now", I'd forget that I still have 306 on 5/5. I'd conveniently forget that I'm pretty much still in the wading pool when it comes to all that conso/hedging.
THANK GAWD it's open book because when it's closedbook, I don't need more time, I just need my books, my notes and my tutor! 

It's abit early but I've reached that point in life when you stop caring about birthdays. NO, it's not the "I don't want to get older! I'm still 18" and whatever crap that some women give, I just don't really see the big fuss in it.
I guess people making the effort to remember your birthday (not too difficult with fb reminders), wishing you, celebrating it and picking out a gift, deserves mention and if nobody said happy birthday, I'd feel pretty much neglected. Then again, it's no longer something that excites you. When you were a kid, birthdays were quite a special occasion. Now, it just feels like any other day.
No presents, ok.. doesn't matter. Presents, ok...don't mind but not particularly blown away. Let's say it were something totally boomz, like an authentic T&Co. bracelet, or iPad, or (I d'no) free holiday, you'd be like WOW, THANKS MAN. After that, just ... erm ok, I got a gift. It's really nice. Uhuhhh....

Random.
(Random shalala!!! - what's with that man? I missed that seminar.)

Is it weird to not like guys, even my good friends and best friend? (I'm not particularly selective hence it's not a big deal. )
It's not dislike, just a gap. I haven't met anyone who's particularly endearing that I can accept him like a girl friend. I d'no. I'm just saying. I very much prefer girls to guys.

More honesty would be good. Don't take hedging to a personal/social level. What risks are you afraid of?

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