i feel damn shortchanged la! it's so so so freakin' unfair. i know it's my own fussy fault but i surely don't think that's what i deserved. sometimes i wonder, is it better to just diss people and protect your own feelings or just smile and act nice, care about their feelings but feel totally crushed inside out? grrr. i hate this! i hate being nice! i hate faking all those itotallylovetheworld attitudes. duh, it's tiring and drives me crazy. it gets worse when ppl truly think you're simply loving it all = pretty friggin' stupid and try to explain that you should not be happy. like wtf! i am not happy! i'm pretending to be overjoyed. like wowee, i could just cry la. tears of euphoria. NOT. i care about people's feelings more than my own. it doesn't matter to them that i feel depressed, they're just happy that i'm happy. delirious ya? like, are you on drugs or something? go away la! stop rubbing it in. talk about adding insult to injury. i should just shove it down your throat. duh, people?
what a waste! i don't even want to touch it. to think i wasted time getting it. gah! it's useless. trash! rubbish!
she's supposed to appear approachable, likeable but ended up proud and annoying. can't she at least make the effort to look like she's enjoying herself? looking disgusted does not do wonders. what's there to be proud of? so gaunt la! not say very chio like that.
alright my english is going down the drain. i can probably hear it trickling away. there goes gp essay as well, not to mention summary and aq. oh did i mention i got none of the vocab words correct. i checked. they veered very far away. at least for the 3 i checked, couldn't remember the rest. my essay's prob out-of-point. which is very very sad. i wanted to write on the blog topic but i had no points. so... heck care!
i know i should be studying. no, mugging! and not watching teevee. but, can't help it. the wed-fri 730pm show on ch u damn nice!
he's damn hot!
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