chasing rainbows

finally! promos are over (and truth be told, so's my life) :) i'm actually pretty surprised to find that subjects which i've always considered to be manageable are those that i totally can't-make-it. those that i'm remedial-ing or always *cough* skipping, actually turn out to be more WAH. am i right therefore to conclude that i'm more of an arts person? what am i doing in science?! the old mentality that arts i.e history is either you know it or you don't seems to apply to physics and maths more now. which is not a good thing at all.
let me reiterate. today's physics and yesterday's maths were like *omg!* and lyn says it best- FUCK. right after physics, i got her message and simply burst out laughing. it is simple, short and sums it up nicely. in the morning, i was still knowingly telling people formulae and listening to their last-minute formula recitative. when the time came to apply those same formulae, my mind went blank. all i could think of was : PANIC! DIE DIE DIE! it was that bad la! i supposed i left at least half the paper blank. i am THAT lousy. and they said it was easy! siao SIAO SIAO! in the toilet, some girls still saying "AIYA so difficult! how to get A!" i'm like *rolls eyes* then they pleasantly continued "Ya lor. aim for B can le la! at least that one possible" i'm like *deng* wadevuh, pro la! liao bu qi lor.
now then i know who's truly liao bu qi. not the above-mentioned confident smartasses hor. i am impressed. deeply impressed. i feel that i'm not free to go into details.
it is true that there's so much to learn from history. i know i hate history but it is undeniably pretty interesting. you get to learn foreign phrases and words. it makes me feel so superior. alright i'm easily impressed ya? after i mugged all that stuff on the Soviet communist system, i just realised that in this age, there are good examples of capitalism being a facade (not faucet la! or faggot wadeva) for shards of communism. therefore, i was wondering since it was the iron grip the government had on society that bound the republics and prevented revolution, what will happen to the world today if we were to introduce policies like glasnost and perestroika? especially glasnost. will open dissent spin matters out of control and put an end to the world as we know it?

hahaha. ignore me.

To Do List:
1. start uploading more pics which means i have to take more pics
2. do something to my blog! it's getting boring
3. fit in real player since free music from strange websites gives your blog virus! trojan horse somemore! *faints*
4. watch corpse bride. but no one seems interested. where are like-minded people when you need them?
5. kbox!
6. pierce ears despite mom's claims that i'm very very ahlian already. she doesn't get alot of stuff.
7. complete my jigsaw! not that i have started but i wanna do one. one of the many phases i go through
8. SHOP!