strikes a chord

i don't remember my notes or formulae but i retain tons of useless information. this sponge is abit useless eh. doesn't soak up the water but ends up retaining all the grime. hahaha!

all those army stuff reminds me of that quarrel which was sadly for the 2 officers, doomed from the start. haha. meaningless insults like wallflower and all were badly thrown and i dunno, useless. tsktsk. but the whole thing was incredibly funny!

went on a testimonial spree just now. i feel that i'm immensely (i like how immensely was used so many months ago) bad at words as i can't convey what i wanna write. many a times, i'm like what is there to write? gah! sui bian la!. heex. u ppl don't mind right? and i did something stupid. if u haven't noticed, i do alot of stupid things. i'd just do them then regret later, can't face people in the future that kind then *wadeva! zuo le jiu zuo le! hui si ah!* yup wo hen kan de kai de. so no need tell me relax, i forget stuff very easily except u know, horror movie stills...
it was pretty funny when i wore specs that ppl couldn't really recognise me. my darkest fears confirmed, nerdified. sigh. never mind, wear specs then wear specs la! as if ppl see le, will die like that. i dun care liao. i got nothing to protect anyway. AND if ppl can't even accept this simple fact and make fun then they're very childish and can simply go and die liao. since no point living on if u mock ppl's disabilities. haha! disabled. think abit the siao already. hahaha. yup then people stared. people as in people who prior to this, kept thinking that me and min everyday sneaky eyes and admire them. sigh. not true not true not true at all. it always happens that we're looking around, innocently then ppl suddenly preen and thought "wah! got ppl admire. shuai dai le..." tsktsk. terribly delusional isn't it? the worse is those who try and dian yan. cannot make it sia! so yup initially felt like hiding cuz they saw and stared, but then thought WHO CARES? so just walked on by. see then see la! cannot ah! who knows mebbe they themselves worse. hahaha. ok wadeva.

my aunt did my eyebrows for me. wasn't painful at all. quite shuang actually but mine didn't need much work so pretty disappointed. haha! gonna cut hair tmr. pierce ears soon. so what if i become ah lian? don't care. pai then pai la!