silkroad of love

I have finally burnt my CD! ! ! My sucky mp3 player is totalled. I was suddenly thinking can we use electronic devices on the plane? Can we now? Or am I still very old-fashioned? HAHAHA
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Do you know what's my favourite song now?! It's 真爱 by 183club. The ch u 7 pm show ending theme song! ! !


Did I just mention that I'm in a terribly good mood? SCRATCH THAT! I'm in a bad mood now cos' I am being ignored. Yes, bloody freakin' ignored to the extent that I have to while away my time doing THIS and talking to anyone I can find. How's that for bored? Being bored sucks. Trying to get into maple when there are so many idiots in there (that makes me 1 too i guess) sucks even more! Do you know what's the first thing John asked me? MAPLE! Goodness gracious me! It reminds me of Kenn. Everything is maple when it comes to me. I have no life, no interests, no wadeva i suppose. tres amusement. Non.

It is tiring to avoid. Very tiring. I guess that's what holidays are for too. To take a break from avoiding. But avoiding is a self-imposed restriction. If it's not out of pure hatred, then i suppose it won't work. If you could just STOP pretending to be above it all, you'll feel better. You won't feel it so much. It's numbing but time will heal. Time heals everything. You think?