happy vdae everyone! :)

HAPPY VDAE WORLD :)

This year, somehow people were more into the giving mood. Last year, it was pretty terrible. *mutters* gavesweetsstillgetbulliedandpeoplethrewthewrapperbackinidiotssoretarded

Weitin spent quite alot on her angel and mortal. That is like so amazing...so nice! Ripcurl somemore. Nigel is so damn lucky :) Hahaha!

I don't know why; it's not a big deal but somehow everyone remembers. By everyone, I mean important people; the insignificant need not apply. It was an act of stupidity on my part, so retarded and I've since regretted it but people just won't let it go. Whenever they're trying to prove a point that I'm being stupid, they will bring it up AGAIN. It's like my ba bing; listen I'm trying to step out of that "shadow" so don't keep reminding me. So retarded!

I'm such a complain queen. I jump to conclusions VERY fast. I am a mean person until things work out and surprise me much. I don't think I'm asking for the stars.

Lessons go by in a blur. In a daze, more like it since we're almost always half-sleeping. Poor mr lim trying to get us interested in gp and failing miserably; he loses interest too. I so do not like presentations. They are dumb stuff as I've always been trying to tell people (who don't believe me).

Thankfully I could skip pe today. It's another case of retardedness. Hate it alot even though I've never ever been. I just know I'll hate it like hell.

I agree with Sandy much. "Running is not in my genes". That is the understatement of the year.

Every day is just simply tiring. I don't know what I go to school for. I think there's a column for attendance in the list passed around sometime ago and I apparently got lowest for some thing. I don't think I'm really that stupid so no prizes for guessing what's it for. I'm not telling ya. Who cares.

John and Jeffery really surprised us today. John gave like all the girls flowers and Jeffery gave ferrero. Such a miracle! Ah when people are nice to you, we should be nice back. Being cordial is basic proper behavior. I am an amazingly nice person and I will continue being cordial to people even though we are not friends. I'm ok with my classmates really but there are people out there. Out there like UFOs. *rolls eyes; tres lame I know* It's not that I want to SAY but if I don't say, then people will think they can continue being the fucking idiots that they are and persist in their retarded misguided actions. Even if I don't say, I can always heem them right? So what if they're offended?They're partly SLOW anyway. So retarded. I cannot believe how ego some people are. When I'm being nice, they somehow get weird ideas and I suppose they are naturally haolian and seebei gao sian so they will tell. THEN you get misguided gf telling their gf that there are *gasp* people interested in their *chokes* hot bf. That is very sad. We don't know each other and we are not on good terms. I pity people who know each other and get subjected to such manipulation so much so that they are no longer on good terms. That's very very sad :( Don't your heart just aches for them? Pffft. You wish.

It's tough being nasty but someone's gotta do it.

Don't be mistaken. I'm not interested. Keep them all.

Are there times when you get facial muscle cramps probably because you smile too much? Forget it. I must be talking to very unfriendly people here so it really is a case of being N/A. Not everyone is so cheery all the time. There are those who have grey skies hanging over them at all times. That's pretty sad but I suppose they just like tian hui.

I know it's the thought that counts but like Weitin so kindly pointed out, most of the stuff that people painstakingly create as gifts are USELESS, IMPRACTICAL, and absolutely FEI. You can't really separate them from rubbish sometimes. Perhaps there are times when there's special meaning, other times... they just take up visual space. Ting must have agreed because she on-the-spot tore up some lovesick poor dear's card after being subjected to the cruel form of torture called test. We da gai know about each other's general affairs since we are girls and girls' favourite past-time is talking. Maybe some say shopping or going to the toilet, I wouldn't know. I don't know if she really tao yan ta so I will not rip him to pieces as of yet. Apparently he is shorter than her. Major no-no. He is a potential leon. Leons are like beansprouts (aka dou-ya or tao-geh). They start off skinny and short; end up still very skinny but tall. I'm talking about the pri sch science experiment green bean planting kind- the not enough sunlight plus overcrowding youknowyouknow.

ELAINE HOR* quote dow-ni-zui, "power sia".
I know she hates this phrase and we hate it too because it sounds so su qi. When you say it, you're like so uncultured. *rolls eyes* For someone who took potent drugs and lost consciousness for >24 hours, well what do you expect? *We made that up since ting said he was the drug-courier-gangster kind* She's very brave I must say :) Does a mean imitation of the people around her as well, super super funny! All that kind of dismissive, disgusted, trademark expressions. PRICELESS.

Anyway there was this mini-Chingay parade around my area on Sunday. Almost all my relatives came to 'watch'. I initially wanted to be anti-social and just stay at home watch shen yi xia lv/do homework/watch fireworks but thankfully went down. Met Yan then Eling came. 'Excited' for a while then called to suan ting who being more anti-social, stayed home to study for History test. She was like,"Never tell me they are here!" then rushed down super fast. 4 of us were like talking (more like bitching) and sharing the latest who-like-who info and screaming periodically. Waited for super long before the thing started to a huge crowd of villagers, haha mei jian guo shi mian :) There were like people partially leaning out their windows and lining the corridors. Yan or someone exclaimed,"Call the Civil Defence! There's going to be mass suicide!" Basically we were like, the reason for this sudden parade, *ahem* no prizes for guessing. Just to tell the people that *cough* better be more zi dong when the time arises, they bu ke neng so hao si de. We are such cynics lol. But we're most probably right. 4 of us were like making fun of everything and acting enthu, at first taking turns jumping up and down like bouncing on trampoline. So childish la! Of course we'd have to criticise the gaunt/gone cases and leons around plus the ah bengs and whoever who de zui us. Everything must comment jiu dui le haha. So typical of ANESEA, that's why we have so much fun until we kiam pa one day la. Retarded!

Parents went for my di's campfire so I'll be home alone till like 10? I'm so thankful that I didn't have to go for camps in pri sch. If you haven't heard, I'm strongly ANTI-CAMP. No proper toilets, no proper showers, no proper beds/sleeping thingies, no proper environment (aircon or no aircon), no proper food, no proper company, no proper activites, no proper everything. So retarded. Very not fun as well, same old dumbass activites every time. Will you die if you missed it? Obviously not. I have no idea why people are like,"Ooh you'll get to interact!" WTF do I want to interact with some of those people? I see them I already bu shuang, wishing them death, bodily harm or the worst torture there is, so NO I have no wish to interact or know them better.

I have many useless comments over minor and major stuff alike. Somewhat like a Snapple bottle.

One apparent form of double standards. There is a minority (majority? I won't know) of teachers out there who ignore students who greet them OR pretend their students are transparent (ghosts you think?) For what reason? No idea. Perhaps out of sheer pettiness or some shirty reason. When students do the same, they will sneaky-eyes over and get angry that they are being ignored. Hence getting caught up in this vicious cycle of like, pettiness or something! It is their own fault! Don't contradict me when I'm trying to make a point, I don't really care for your opinions. Some how there are people who see the best in everything and there are people (sadly like me) who manages to pry the worst out of every situation and milk them for all their worth. I can go on and on about the people who de zui me and I'm not known to be forgiving. A tad vindictive maybe. If I dislike someone, I'll just be like calling them "jian huo", "jian nv ren" even in front of their friends. *shrugs* Everyone's entitled to his or her own opinion.

I'm so childish! Hating people so much. Remember all the pri sch- 'I don't friend you. I also don't friend you!' stuff. Haha I haven't outgrown it!

I SO LUV ANESEA! :)

Sometimes people ask me about matters they think I care alot about. Like, I don't bloody care so obviously I've got no answer for you.

Wuchean was like," Ya I have a date. With a soccer ball." Sounds familiar to you? :)