I'm so damn pissed. 2 things. One being remedial and the other being the gate timings.
F U C K .
Missing remedial doesn't mean I should be treated like some common criminal. FYI I was really sick and NOT out shopping or involved in some unlawful assembly. It is guilty till proven innocent and still guilty when proven innocent. I do care about my studies. That is more than what you expect of me and I know it shocks you but it's true, I do care. Not attending was tantamount to losing interest in the subject as I've been notified. *scoffs* People don't attend remedial because they are too free so interest really doesn't fit the picture at all. What a facsimile of a sham. Are they trying to kick people out by diaoing you into submission? Stop acting holier than thou, I can't stand such behavior. Why do I get the feeling that we're being looked down on? Is being in remedial a crime? You bu shi sha ren fang huo. Why can't someone be sick? We're there for remedial, not reform/rehab or something. KAO!
We end school at 950. Gates legally open at 1230. We end lessons guang ming zheng da but we can't leave school and have to behave like criminals, resorting to tricks and what not. Ming ren bu zuo an shi, the indignity of it all! What is the point of staying in school for 2 hours? It's not as if staying in school will help us accomplish a whole lot. So noisy! Don't tell me to go to the library. It has one of the worst environments a library can offer. It's been a year and there's still no evidence to prove that it has any decent books apart from the nonfiction stuff which I would not go near.
Still damn sick. Fever for the 3rd day and coughing terribly. It's been a routine of sleeping, being woken up forcibly to eat, take medicine and back to sleep. Really mind numbing. Buey tahan. They just told me they had mock napfa yesterday. What the fuck la! Have to take everything myself then. *annoyed*
hey darling, i do hope u are feeling better. get well soon!
ReplyDeletehello dearie..
ReplyDeleteya! i completely agree with you.. people see us who attend remedials like those who CANNOT make it! so we'll prove to them otherwise!! lets do it together yea!
fridays suck like hell! how i hate fridays! it's so freaking waste of time! and we have to resort to sneaking out of school.SIGH!
dont worry. napfa.. we can do it with you.. =) there's quite a few people who failed so we'll be taking together with you.. haha. i am one of them to keep you company.. anyway get well soon k.. and rest more! =)