studying

When do you think A level results will be out? Sigh. If Monday, we are not affected at all, I really don't mind prolonging my pain and suffering (in the form of postponing of papers). Sigh. Sigh.

Went to school for a measly 2 periods today, was feeling pretty sleepy despite.

Tomorrow's SPA! I hate skill A, gotta memorise all the stages and phrasing. Plagiarism ah!

I'm done with math. Half of physics but don't really understand. 1/3 of econs but don't get it even more. History... sigh I don't know WHAT I'm gonna do about it.

I hope I do well. Maybe I should just leave things to fate. *rolls eyes* Fate likes to sabo me alot, what the fuck la! I rather take things into my own hands and WORK then believe all the crap about how things will turn out fine eventually. Fucking go and die la! Don't think can bluff me, eventually is in a long time, by that time don't know how liao.

I think I will suck at my GP. I don't know why but I sorta wish Mr Lim will give me lousy marks instead. So that I won't, for even a fleeting second, think that I am remotely good at GP. When you read my blog, it doesn't reflect my essay marks. I sound so lian and writing in heartland English. Sigh. I think I will do badly.

I don't want to drop Math so I die-die must pass! I don't want to kenna remedial (even though it helps) anymore so... I have to pass! I HAVE HAVE TO PASS otherwise I can go tiao lou zi sha. How to go into Business when you don't even take Math? What the hell la! I don't know what to do with myself next time so I'm thinking Business sounds ok. Not cut out for Science Fac at all. Not a very arts person either since I always feel like slitting my wrists when I'm dealt an essay. Not that I do all my essays, they are just LONG. Makes sense there, essays=LONG=tough=torturous=not my cup of tea.

NIA is so tough to understand! History has so much to cover and so little time. Makes you wonder what I'm doing here in the first place since today has been scheduled to be Econs day.

I SHOULD START.