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HA HA HA

I am so gloating. I presume I will still be gloating after common test 2 makes its presence felt and common test 3 and blahdiblahblahblah. I expect anesea didn't take me seriously when I said I will get an A and top the class. That's no surprise since the only times I am serious are when I am dropping an 'understatement of the year' kinda bombshell laced with acidic sarcasm. (Don't you just love those witty critics? Damn they're good!) Well world, I did it! (Not the topping the class bit but the other)

This falls under "time to rejoice and thank god" SO if anyone dares to be a wet blanket and whine in their fucking irritating voice with a big fat haolian smirk, I will chop you up into a million pieces and feed you to the dogs. (No wait, dogs don't even deserve you creeps. Vermin deserves vermin treatment don't you think?) If you're wondering why I am so upset over such "minor" issues, I'll confirm your suspicions by declaring once and for all, I am VERY petty and VERY vindictive.

Like, wtf! Everyone needs a word of encouragement so if you don't have any kind words in you, shut your fucking big mouth. Who needs a word from you when they're meant to be hurtful and insensitive? I rather not talk to some people at all because they just say the most annoying things which grates on your nerves. They just have this "nails on the chalkboard" effect on me which I particularly detest.

Some people continue thinking highly of themselves despite showing all signs of being a loser. *rolls eyes* NOOOOO I won't bother. It's just not worth my time.

It must be because we are friends that's why I am so bias. Min was like, "I don't believe. How is it possible to be better than so many people?" I think it is possible; if you look at character. You don't have to consider every single thing before you decide whether someone is good enough. There's no such thing as 'good enough'; the moment you impose standards on your social life, you're restricting yourself to the impossible. My cousins and I... we don't let our differences be a barrier, that's why we stand up for each other, you just don't allow others to push your best friend around. When people click, you can feel it. Sometimes even when you know each other all your life, you can't find that common area; there's always this feeling of awkwardness despite the ties and all. On the other hand, there are people who you feel a connection to, you can talk to them about all sorts of things and they respond. This is what you term "same wavelength". It's an incredible feeling to realise you've found people on your wavelength.

I think we're damn silly. See each other but don't dare to approach. I suppose I am a bit paiseh to approach people when they have friends around. Same sentiments much? Anyway I must also admit that wo dun shi xia dao. Abit. Grrr I am such a ditz. How many other people share my sentiments?

If you're in shock, I am shocked too albeit on a reduced scale. I just had this feeling that I wouldn't be left out of such stuff. Whimsical loopy slice of life.

Someone told me before diamonds can never be liquid. A really high temperature would be needed and that's too much of a chore or almost unattainable. I'm just saying that if diamonds turn to liquid, miracles can happen! Besides, liquid diamonds... what a beautiful sight that is!

I cannot help feeling a teensy bit vain at times. I have this startling obsession with my fringe. I do not want to come across looking like a 'fringey thrush'! Anyway, I think Eling and her whoever friend eyes paste stamps! I SO DO NOT LOOK LIKE YE XUAN. Not even a bit my dear.

Physics?
Econs?
History?
GP?

As if I really write well. If so, my history and econs would be damnit good but they're not. I'm not proud of my results but if someone (other than teachers) point that out, I cannot take it. I know I should be more receptive to criticism but sorry, I cannot. At least not yet. I won't say anything but I will HATE you. Until the day you appease me, you will remain a constant source of my entertainment. Everyone loves to talk bad about somebody else; they know it will hurt that somebody else.
But you know what? They simply don't fucking care. When you take the time to badmouth someone, it's either 1) you hate that someone 2) you are simply too free 3) natural born critic.
AND etc etc etc.

Off to redo mindmaps. FYI I will be starting midyear revision NOW. ASAP. It's time I stopped acting like I'm from some bottom 20 school for the intellectually challenged. Hello-o. SN? That in no way, should mean that I am a struggling student. I will do better. That shall be my challenge to myself for Midyears. I mean what nonsense! It's really inconvenient to start ranting here, I shall tell anesea on Saturday. Tell? I mean complain. There's really no tactful way to put it. REALLY. Coming from someone who is supposedly good with words. Do not insinuate that I am boasting, I run out of fingers and toes listing out the people who boast. I have a high threshold for boasts although I wish they'll stop. Good grief! HELP!

There's really no polite way to put things across when you're feeling particularly insulted. There's only a certain amount of rephrasing you can churn out; you will step on someone's toes regardless of how you put your words. If you always bother about that, shut down the damn blog and continue cowering. Just heck what people think, their impression can't get any worse; so what if you write fuck alot, this is YOUR blog - no requirements to write in the Queen's English.