Esurientes Implevit (He Hath Filled the Hungry)

I do like singing alot. Maybe I'll go for voice lessons but now, life's too hectic to fit in anything else. 7 days a week- I'm practically fully booked.

With regards to SDD, I'm like "why do you even bother?" I don't think I'll be going... lazy to bring along foldable table and chair. You get what I mean don't you? Anyway when I heard the back row discussing themes for SDD, I just laughed and Weitin too. They are not the kind you expect at a prom lol. I do not even want to further elaborate my point.

I really admire people who listen to any song then are able to play it out with chords and all. I can never ever do it; I'm pretty much a follow-score person. Without my scores, I can't play anything because I simply don't bother to memorise. In my defense, I am excellent at sight-reading. No kidding ya! :)

Anyway, today's physics r was all of ~10 minutes. People don't ever bother to do their questions OR for that matter, come.

I finally understand the joy of being in a cca. I'm not kidding. 100% serious. I can envision people rolling their eyes and laughing. AT ME. I don't come across as an enthu cca-lover you see. Normally it's towards the end that I start appreciating stuff. Prior to that, I'd pon and pon and criticise. So... I guess it's up to you- an individual, to speak up and get to know people. My section is made up of really nice people, I know like, almost everyone now and I can get along with them well. Today's sectionals was spent bitching about our juniors and particular members. Pretty enjoyable.
It's true that you don't like to see yourself reflected in others.
When I ponned alot, I didn't think how it would affect others. Now when I see the number of ponning people, I get pretty pissed off. It's like you bother to come then you find that there are *quote mr lee* JOKERS who don't turn up and when they do, they play rubbish. The regulars have to endure how many practices and work their asses off BUT when those idiots come in, all happy with themselves thinking "good for them i came!", they totally ruin everything. Don't count, don't follow, don't remember the changes. You're undoing all the right stuff and making the same old mistakes. I may not appear to have a conscience or sense of responsibility but believe me, I know what's right from what's wrong. I don't mean to boast but I'm a pretty fast learner. If I don't know something, I will try my best to practice because that's what years of piano and being in the band cultivates in you. You have to care otherwise no one will. If you really cannot play, skip that note but not have your own little pregnant pause all the time. I can't help but get annoyed when I see people who cannot play and DON'T TRY; sit there, fake that they are playing (funny how the harmoc is frozen in 1 position) and smile/laugh. What's so funny? That you're a hopeless loser? How amusing. Unless you are the kind who just waltzes in and miraculously, achieves a decent performance, please practice. At least I don't see myself as a hopeless loser, that's just them. FYI I happen to be the kind who waltzes in and performs a miracle thank you very much.
*shrugs* I can't help it. Maybe I'm born with such talent. It's difficult to hide your talent when it's obviously there; it's tough but I try.

I don't believe in empty promises. Although I do concede that at times, I tend to make the empty promises. *sighs* However, I have something called a conscience; I do feel guilty about letting myself down at times (perhaps this concept is a bit foreign to some people out there- you know, the 'guilt' part). If I really want to achieve something, I do it to death. Take math for eg, I wanted so badly to get out of math r (isn't it obvious I don't belong there? are you blind or acting retarded?) that I did the most for math and scraped pretty decently through cts. See, if there's a will there's a way :)

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At times, I wonder why I even try. Some people are just hopeless. You just have to ignore them since they are resistant to counsel.

You either just go up to the person you are always exchanging subtle glances with OR stop. It is really annoying and tiring. Don't you think so? You always look like you're trying so hard to remain stony-faced.