impressions impressions

do first impressions make or break?

there are some whom you just find annoying, irritating, scary, even hate at first. then you find they aren't so bad after all. however, if you hate a person so much, you won't bother to get to know them better. how would you know them better then? difficult right? especially since you tend to meet unapproachable, unfriendly people who behave weird. too much tension and awful negative vibes. eeyuh.


the day was alright. ALL the things i prayed for came true! Thank you Lord! ! ! i even found my receipt without going through the trash. hengs sia~ the only thing left is to find out the exchange policy. it's not a minor thing. a life is at stake here. Mine. some people just never seem to understand the gravity of the problems in my life. wretched. unsympathetic. apathetic.


i do seem bad sometimes. all the time? anyway, it doesn't matter. i don't give a damn. like you said, everyone chooses to show a side of them to the world. i chose to be like this. an alright person who's nice to everyone, most people that is, with a not-so-alright attitude. they don't care about me. why should you? not that anyone bothers very much. fishing for sympathy in all the wrong places. i haven't found anyone yet. ppl who can't understand...it's no point talking to them. can puke blood. makes you feel worse to top it off. bottling up your feelings. every bottle has a maximum capacity right? when it overflows and your emotions spill over, cue in emotional breakdown. a night of enlightenment. life goes on as usual, cursed and fcuked up. majorly screwed.


pretentious ppl. full-on hatred. their ego could swallow them whole. avoid. intolerable. keep your glorious legacy to yourself. i don't wanna know. i'm sure most ppl don't. those ppl who like hearing others extoll their achievements...i think you're fcuked up.


why act if we don't like each other? t-e-n-s-i-o-n.


i have an odd fascination with people. i like to study ppl. not an in-depth psychoanalysis but their behavior. blahblahblah. some ppl are just more interesting than others. alright, that's psycho.