it's been quite a while since i dropped a bomb on my unsuspecting poor parents. with much hesitation, told mom my thought to drop history. she said talk to daddy. he came home pissed. i didn't have the guts to ask. he went off to sleep, i went off to rush history essay feeling uber sorry for myself. mom told him, he was angry apparently, didn't allow. i have since dropped the idea. J1 here i come! :) darn. perhaps it wasn't the best thing to do either. either way, i'm stuck. caught between 2 hard places. is that the expression? or was it something else?? anyway you get my drift. sighh. tragedy tragedy tragedy.
if i get retained, i will kill myself. don't laugh, i'm serious...
saturday was pretty fun. played candles. sneaked downstairs to play- 5 of us. edwin, me, gladys, elaine and alicia. wanted to play at the basketball courts but there was this gangish group of black-clad guys so...didn't dare to. chose this damn secluded spot behind the HDB flats instead. it's not say, secluded but awfully dark. trees all around then this circular spot with benches around it in the middle. rats scuttering nearby but oh well. it wasn't a really enjoyable experience since there were these cleaners around, sweeping and cleaning the floor. damn scary la since they kept staring. and moved near us somemore. deliberately maybe? then some weird guy stood somewhere nearby, dunno doing what also. scared us. thought he was calling the cops on us or some crazed killer. had to put 999 on speed dial. haha. then being increasingly paranoid, saw ppl sitting at the void deck and suddenly remembered the crime watch thing. was pretty worried they'd see us bu shuang then rush over with parangs. those cleaners also la! suspicious characters then when one of them pushed those carts over, supposedly to collect the dead leaves, we very fast left. somehow the possibility of getting killed then dumped in the cart seemed pretty likely. immediately siamed. better safe than sorry. haha. without edwin (who decided it was pretty qian bian to be seen with 5 girls), didn't have the guts to continue especially since there were still some weird ppl sitting around at the basketball court. suspicious characters. sigh. wasted the whole night away again. watched superstar- the encore telecast till 12.30am when parents wanted to go home. oh well not say never watch before.
when one is nasal, it is very NOISY! it is noise pollution for others. all those leons ah! please do something! or don't speak at all. take a cue from whiteboard guy who never talks and instead uses a mini whiteboard to converse. ok he doesn't la. i was being mean.
i'm sure he ponned.
when i say someone is nice out of the blue, it's not because i'm mega-interested hor. don't misunderstand. you already think i'm les what. didn't dare to ask what about me? later ppl, ya can imagine seeing you with a girl. dotx.
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