how terribly ludicrous!

In comparision to the blogs of others in which flowing, coherent sentences take precedence, mine appears to be a monstrousity.

1)Mean sarcastic humour.
2)Imaginary conversations.
3)Nicknames.
4)Phrases which only a select few can understand.
5)Alot of "haha" and ":)" even when I myself, DESPISE people who use that to great abundance on MSN. You didn't misread me, I DESPISE THEM and find them absolutely horrid!
6)Quizzes which only Alicia finds a joy I believe.
7)Singlish
8)Chinese translations and blatant hanyu pinyin.
9)Off-hand bizarre useless information.
10)Complaints, whines and bimbotic frivolities.


Despite all these, I still like my blog. Detractors aside, I like reading my blog more than others'. Reason being, at least it's funny. It's me. I don't pretend to write flowing prose when all I want to do is just bitch. Perhaps if you don't understand the situations, you won't see the humor in the things I write BUT I don't write for you, I write for myself. It's a blog, a personal space and I don't cater to the public's taste. I don't apologise for my broken English or offbeat phrases or the occasional bout of swearing, it's so ME. If you don't like what you're reading, you can always NOT read my entries.



I must admit, I am a diary-ist/blogging addict. I tend to blog about the little things that strike me when I'm idling i.e combing my hair. I've been keeping diarIES since Sec 1 I think and currently I'm on book 15. This blog is another avenue for me to publicise my opinions. Frankly, I don't have many opinions. Most of the stuff are just logs of activities and blahblahblah. I tend to write what I think. It's never a case of 'should I write this? What if they see it?' I used to gloss over facts when I think they're too obvious but now, who cares?






It's been a year AND like my description says, I still can't shake off my habit of being introverted. intro/extro? I have people telling me that I'm icy but it's okay, not that I mind alot. I just ask for more people on my wavelength, people like anesea- ying, yan, eling, ting. Even de at times! He's a great guy, at times moody and increasingly AUNTY (aiyo the 5 of you ah! so hiao, go where and hu nao ah?) but still nice. Despite finding difficulty in liking and getting along with people, I fall for people very easily. This is such a terrible habit of mine that I've been trying to shake off. It's never good to be fickle. It gets confusing at times. I guess one of my resolutions should be to break this habit and stay true to myself. I'm 17 and shouldn't be engaging in all those frivolous giggly schoolgirl stuff even if I am one myself. Scratch that. A simple hi can't kill right? So just drop all the fake dao pretenses, they cause confusion. Ber would understand that perfectly. Girls. *rolls eyes*