R papers are finally over. I think I'm sure gonna kenna remedial which is SO unfab lah. I don't wanna drop any subs cuz my problem is that I'm so slack NOT becuz my IQ level is critically low or something. I was from St Nicks 3pure and in VJC. That must say something right? That I'm NOT retarded or stupid or mentally-challenged or dumb or like, wadevuh? RIGHT?
They say: Absence makes the heart grow fonder. AHA!
We're trying to pretend as if nothing happened between us at all. That's so DUMB but frankly, I don't exactly mind. Is there anything wrong with being friendly or must every action be viewed as suspicious and bearing ulterior motives? SIGH.
Now that the J2s are gone, there is seriously a shortage of eye candy plus funny people. The thing is, there wasn't MUCH in the first place. SIGH. Who can fill this void now? I know of one. AT least when we see him, min screams. That must mean something right? Heard from weitin that he's a really nice and reliable person. Like, my taste has always been good k! The people I like HAVE good character, not just look good only. (Broad shoulders are not a necessity but they're a plus HAHA) I'm not that shallow RIGHT? I mean, well. . . never mind. The good and bad thing about being low profile. HMMM.
When I set my heart to do something, I won't fail. If only I'm so persistent when it comes to studies. I found his blog! So crap. Even worse than mine.
Oh ya, I don't know who reads my blog but it's so sian to use nicnames all the time. If there's nothing insulting or offensive, then I guess it's ok to use names right? RIGHT? Before the tour, only saw binglun ONCE but after it, saw him alot of times. Pretended don't know each other of course.
It was SO COLD in the LT. So hard to concentrate when you're positively shivering. Teeth chattering as well. SO lousy right! Am I like one of the few people whose teeth chatter audibly? MY GAWD! Then I had to take papers for people as well. Collect papers. Who ask me sit in front! Extra only. Hate the centre-of-attention, hands dangling action. URGHH SO SO SO retarded lah. Some people do it with aplomb cuz they are so retarded looking anyway but NOT me. So unfab! Tres uncool. Never do it NO NO NOOOOO! But there's only so many times one can pull at uniform, touch hair or ... SO SIAN!
Regarding the absence makes the heart grow fonder thing, it only applies to some. For him, it does. Last year already thought he looks quite nice. Very guai and don't bully girls that kind. I think he knows anyway so... (no thanks to all those ba gua people. vacuum cleaners) When first saw him today, was like a bit shocked then declared NOT interested. After that he thought we were staring and sneaky eyes alot of times even though we were not staring. But such an action usually draws action right? so we ended up noticing then stared back FOR REAL this time. Min was like,"Where is he?" then suddenly eyes-meet and she shrieked. Excited face somemore. I'm SO ashamed, turned away very fast. HAHA people confirm again liao la. Later thought happily,"WAH shuai, got admirers." LOL retarded.
MUST start studying le. Otherwise confirmed die liao. Future looks kinda bleak actually. Drats!
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